Have you had a child and wondered where has the time flown off to? 3 years are missing, how did she become so big? How has she learned so many things? What an exciting and sad feeling.
I have wondered several times why I can have pregnancy symptoms for 2 and a half years and even have a positive pee test recently and not be pregnant. How can that be possible? Talk about an emotional roller coaster. And I am pretty sure people are rolling eyes and sighing when I mention it. I don't blame you. I have called wolf so many times.
How can I possibly tackle 7 loads of laundry and 7 children? No, I did not assign 1 child per load, I did it myself. And how? I am not quite sure of that myself. Are they behaving like perfect angels? No. Is it the roughest of days? No. But there are days when there are less children who are decently behaved and I can't manage to do any simple cleaning. Hmmmm.
How can I possibly keep up with the kids, cleaning, family, me? I don't know. I just get in gear and I go. Beware do not stop me or the mood will be broken sure to not return for a while. Just think, I want to add conscious eating and exercise to the list. Will it fit? Well I have tried 3 times, lost a few pounds only to get wrapped up in life and gain it all back plus more. I think the bigger question is how can I get Mr. Hubs on the same road as me? We did for a couple of weeks and then we got sick. That beautiful circle of sickness. As one is getting better another is beginning and over and over and over, sometimes catching the same cold more than once. Till finally we are absolutely fed up and I do crazy cleaning and finally it disappears and all returns to normal as if it never had happened.
Where does all the time go? Why are there only 24 hours in the day? I think I need at least 2 more. Not for working a job but to finish errands, chores and sleep.
so many questions and ponderings flooding my mind making it difficult to concentrate on tasks at hand.
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